20180208
Kodaline
Hi. Never have I ever thought of writing on this blog again on 2018 just to let go of something that I never imagine that would really bother my mind so much.
For you, I could never thank you enough for everything that you've done for me.
Honestly, I just couldn't tell you the truth of what I'm feeling inside because the situation doesn't permit me to. I hope you would understand.
I really felt your lost when you decided to let me go.
I don't take things for granted as how you think I did but as much as I wanted to hold you in my heart, I just can't.
I'm as hurt as you're feeling right now and there's nothing I could do to fix it. I'm sorry.
I never thought that I would be as broken as you but I'm currently feeling it and I personally don't understand it myself.
My heart have been heavy for months now. My mind kept thinking about you. My soul died.
Each time that I hurt you, I was hurting myself too.
Sad, depressed. You named it. I'm currently feeling it all.
You've always been the summer to the rain and I don't even know how you did it.
I realize that it has been my lost, not yours and I know how much I begged you to stay you wouldn't because they say, appreciate what you have before it became what you had.
I hope you'll be happier without me because currently I'm not and I don't want you to feel the same way.
There's nothing else in this world that I wanted other than stop hurting you.
You have a pure heart and you really deserve someone as loving as you are and it's definitely not me because I failed before.
My prayers are always with you.
I'm sorry.
20111215
hot
BUDAK HOT MELETUP TERBAKAR
aku suka dengki kau
bukan sebab aku jealous
tapi sebab aku sayang kau
* jangan risau aku tak lesbian
tolonglah terasa ini post untuk kau.
terharu tak.wee <3
20111214
come on
kau pasai paa?
ade masalah habaq mai sini laa
*bukan nak poyo tapi
BRAN TAK BRAN ah ?
akhir kata,
hidup ni manyak susah meh _-_
mati lagi bagus
#pengajaran
manusia hanya tahu nak melarikan diri daripada masalah dan tak berusaha untuk menyelesaikannya.asyik tahu nak mati je.
JANGAN TERASE LAK.
aku point diri sendiri*peace yaww
20111213
keep calm and move on
saat itu bila anda terasa hati dengan orang yang anda sayang
seolah-olah nak memberi gambaran pernyataan di atas adalah seperti
bila perut anda dah mendengdangkan pelbagai irama muzik tetapi takde makanan dekat dapur
*secara jujurnya.itu ape yang aku tengah rasa sekarang.ha.ha#gelak tak ikhlas
abaikan.ia adalah seolah-olah
anda tengah feel sangat main piano.sekali dekat tengah tengah lagu mak anda panggil suruh lipat baju
rasa macam tak sempurna kan?
bersesuaian dengan pernyataan yang paling atas tu
p/s : aku tahu tak releven.hati tak dapat nak mendalami situasi sekarang ini
keep calm and move on
goodbye <3
20111212
booring
sememangnya manusia tak pernah puas dengan apa yang dia ade
maka tak salahkan kalau aku cakap macam ni
AKU PUN TAK PERNAH PUAS OH DENGAN APA YANG AKU ADA
sememangnya semua manusia tak perfect
maka memang salahla kan kalau aku cakap macam ni
AKU NAK SOMEONE YANG PERFECT LA WEH
suka hati aku la nak cakap ape.
ampun maaf jika terkasar bahasa dan ada yang tersilap bicara serta jikalau ada yang terasa
BYE
annoyed
don't be too obsess with something or people might get annoyed with you.
#aku cakap serious ni.kot ye gilo meroyan sangat suka something.beringat-ingatla sikit.
hang boleh la duk kata biaq pi la depa.tapi aku just nak mengingatkan.biar anda tak sakit bila orang duk jaki anda di kemudian hari.
sekian.
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